I think I’m slightly interested in Phillip idk????? He’s nice and all but he’s white and from O’Dea.

Sometimes my best friends just suck.

I just not happy anymore.

The whole Kai thing.

Chappelle not being on this earth anymore.

Parents that don’t understand.

Friends who forget about you.

Wait but really you’re so cute.

Hey Kai there is something called texting me back LEARN HOW TO DO IT I’M SO BORED.
ps you’re cute.

Ok I don’t even know I just really like Kai a lot ok :))))

The worst feeling ever has got to be when the only one that you’ve ever truly loved and will always love gets into a relationship with someone who’s not you. Of course, I’m happy for her. I’m BEYOND words happy for her. But it just sucks. If I’m not good enough for you, then I don’t think I could be good enough for anyone else. You bring out the best in me like no one else can. You’re my best friend, and it’s not like I could easily get over you. It’s been a year and seven months since I fell for you. Ha, I just love the fact that he asked you to be his girlfriend on the one year and seven months date of how long I’ve liked you. I’ve been crying all day, and I couldn’t handle being at school. Then track happened, and they made me do the 4x200 with shin splints in the pouring rain. Then dumb O’Dea guys yelled at me. Fuck today. I want to die.

All I did today was literally cry and the ONLY person who understood everything was Lauren fuuuck I love her so much.

Hi this is my first post on my ultra personal blog :——)

ps i want to die.